On Social acceptance

[Barkles]

You're 15 years old, i'm not a lot older, but you're in fact thinking in a tenaage way (don't take it as an offence, we are all same during that age, acting unreasonably).

You should soon understand which values are the most important in the entire life, and fight for 'em.

You speak wisely
But believe me this is not a decision I took lightly
I spent the last 5 or so years considering and developing myself
I won't deny I am thinking in a "teenaged" way. But I won't 100% accept it either. It's just when you realise you don't love these people.

Believe me I value family. In the darkest times of my life I relied on my family. But in all those dark times it's my mums side that have been there holding my hand and guiding me, not my dads. What I suppose I'm saying is I feel betrayed by them.
And in all honesty before the aforesaid visit I was really stressed by the prospect of seeing them.