I am depressed...

[RoCKy]

There's currently a campaign going on in the Netherlands trying to raise awareness against depression, social anxiety and other mental disorders and all I can tell you is to talk about your issues with people.

You need to make the people dear to you aware what kind of state you are in and you should seek professional help together with them if possible.
Again, all you can and should do is talk about it with the people close to you. It helps. Trust me.

Stay strong and I hope you manage to fight through this difficult time. 
You're a great guy and it'd be a shame for Fearless to lose someone as supportive and positive as you in the community.

Oh wow... that makes me feel happy again . I am a very emotional person and when people write a text like this to me.. i could cry of happiness. Thank you Yonno for your support and i will try to speak with other people about my personal issues in real life even if its hard to speak out in real-life :/