I am depressed...

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Not sure how old you are but if you live with your parents consider telling them how you feel. It's gonna take some serious courage to tell them but hopefully they can support you through it. Going through depression alone isn't good for anyone. I used to see a therapist before, consider that aswell. It's good to have someone that you can talk with that won't judge you. Good luck buddy.

I am 15.. but i am scared to tell my parents.. :/ and i am scared of their reaction

parents want their little babies all the best, literally no reason to be scared. you've told everyone on FL, you've got the courage
i tell my mom everything except illegal stuff i do