So I suffer from depression...
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I don't have much more to say that hasn't already been said. As I tried to suicide as well but failed horribly and lost something too. Not gonna go in details but I'm having a hard time with seeing colors now. Which clearly did not help at all. I woke up to a pretty much color less world. Which for some reason now... Means a whole lot. I guess I don't appreciate stuff before I really lose it.

To the head chase of this whole topic.
This quote saved my life.

"Some has greater days than others. Some has many more good days than others and some has a stream of shitty days in tact. Yet Bowie. Yet you stand in front of me. The reason for that must be because you've had at least one good day in your life, right? Which means you'll get another. So why don't you think about all the good stuff that has happened to you while the other good stuff will come right around the corner" - Val

This might sound like a bullshit quote to you but hell. I meant something. I didn't save my own ass because of my family and friends. To be honest I didn't give two shits about what they would think of me. Which might put me in the spot as a bad person. I might be a bad person but that is because I choose to stop caring. When you catch me around the servers one day you might hear me laugh. The only reason why I'm laughing is because of the life I've given myself. You might not understand that right ahead but it'll come.

Good luck, ChocolateLabrador. You're a young nice fellar and I'll bet nobody would like to see you gone. The people that have are just meant to be a bumb on the road. The only thing I do with bumbs. Is to run them over ;-)
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So I suffer from depression... - by Labrador - 02-14-2015, 06:27 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by dig - 02-14-2015, 07:00 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Fultz - 02-14-2015, 07:07 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Labrador - 02-14-2015, 07:11 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Jan - 02-14-2015, 11:01 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Devul - 02-14-2015, 05:44 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Labrador - 02-14-2015, 07:23 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Weecow - 02-14-2015, 08:20 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Vauld - 02-14-2015, 10:41 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Feffe - 02-15-2015, 12:17 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Bowiii - 02-15-2015, 04:31 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by THE ROCK - 02-15-2015, 06:08 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by User 12049 - 02-15-2015, 07:34 AM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by THE ROCK - 02-15-2015, 05:00 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Bowiii - 02-15-2015, 05:16 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Enzyme - 02-15-2015, 05:32 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by MacTavish - 02-25-2015, 09:02 PM
RE: So I suffer from depression... - by Dex - 02-25-2015, 10:13 PM

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