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02-14-2015, 12:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-01-2022, 01:03 AM by Fearless Community.
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3 Years down the line, 2 suicide attempts later, im still here.
My friend, after all that I have been through, I can honestly say that it was the worst decision I ever made.
I have been on countless medication, seen 2 therapists, I was even sectioned for a week, there is just no light at the end of that tunnel.
People always say that things will always get better and I can say that after a while, that becomes true, I met a girl that became my life and I revolved everything around her, you could say, she became a hobby, I loved her too pieces, she fixed the part of my existence that was broken and after she left 2 weeks ago, I thought it was over again, but it just carried on. You will find something, or someone that will please you to the upmost and your life will drastically change, again, but for the better.
My best advise for you is too focus solely on music and indulge yourself in others company. I joined fearless and when I feel like crap, I come on and I play with people and some nights, it can cheer me up to the point of being able too sleep peacefully, though you may not have any real connection with people outside of RP'ing, the least that you can do for your mental state is too come on and have some fun.
Spending time with your friends is the easiest way too get other something bad, party, go play football (soccer), walk around, the possibilities are almost endless.
If you need someone to talk too, you have so many places too turn, but I would ask you too add me on steam, at least you know then that you have someone too turn too.
I hope that things look brighter for you soon, they will do, just wait.
My friend, after all that I have been through, I can honestly say that it was the worst decision I ever made.
I have been on countless medication, seen 2 therapists, I was even sectioned for a week, there is just no light at the end of that tunnel.
People always say that things will always get better and I can say that after a while, that becomes true, I met a girl that became my life and I revolved everything around her, you could say, she became a hobby, I loved her too pieces, she fixed the part of my existence that was broken and after she left 2 weeks ago, I thought it was over again, but it just carried on. You will find something, or someone that will please you to the upmost and your life will drastically change, again, but for the better.
My best advise for you is too focus solely on music and indulge yourself in others company. I joined fearless and when I feel like crap, I come on and I play with people and some nights, it can cheer me up to the point of being able too sleep peacefully, though you may not have any real connection with people outside of RP'ing, the least that you can do for your mental state is too come on and have some fun.
Spending time with your friends is the easiest way too get other something bad, party, go play football (soccer), walk around, the possibilities are almost endless.
If you need someone to talk too, you have so many places too turn, but I would ask you too add me on steam, at least you know then that you have someone too turn too.
I hope that things look brighter for you soon, they will do, just wait.