Opinions regarding [FL] NightHawkd

[Old Man Jokhah]

I mean I haven't even read more than page 3, so I dunno what the OP is really about. I'll just answer the title as I imagine that would be the main point. He's been on my friends list for what, years? More than I can say for 99% of the people I have met here on FL. He seems decent enough. I was an admin here, I can imagine he gets stressed. Honestly unless you've been an admin here, not there, but here, you really don't know what it's like. A lot of those cool people you know, are really just jerks and minges. He's probably had to issue severe punishments to his friends at some point by now. He's probably been on the top and bottom of the popularity chart. Yall don't know the struggle of working here. Don't know the inside of how it works. Don't know the real faces of the staff, metaphorically speaking. If you get that far, and manage to hold your own for 3 months as a full star admin, come back and talk to me. Tell me how you felt when you had to perm your BFF. Tell me how you had to stop a raid and ban your own team of personal friends, for stuff they did. How you had to ban your friend for thinking it was okay to "joke around" with you when you were twisted up over some case earlier, that a higher rank came in and basically made you feel smaller than a grain of sand. Made you feel like all you do is nothing. Then two minutes later, have someone come "pick you up" and then you have to try to repair hurt feelings. Having to try to be unbiased, even when you personally hate their soul, then being accused of bias when you actually went against how you felt about it because it was biased.

Honestly, no one knows what he's going through, leave him the hell alone if you ain't got nothin nice to say.