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09-05-2018, 08:30 AM
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Your name: Joulle
Your SteamID: STEAM_1:1:16249669
Your ban ID: 79012
Banned by: [FL] Awestruck
Reason: Double Accounting - Water
The second account at first was to check out what's going on fearless nowadays. Several months had passed since the permanent ban. Soon I noticed how much minging and how rarely people role played in a way taht interested me specifically. It seemed every day it was the SRU sitting in front of the nexus doing absolutely nothing and the same boring casinos day after day with little to no effort put in to the actual building's appearance even though some of the people associated with the role play had more than 10 points and way over 1000 hours. The general feel, at least to me felt like it had gone drastically down but maybe I just didn't pay attention the last time I was on the server for less than a week before being banned again. I got minged a few times too and saw others take from that too just like I had taken.
Soon after I decided to amuse myself by minging back since no one even seemed to care by my point of view, even though many people did most likely, just not the regular players for the most part. The minging was fun and got even more fun over the time as I invented new ways to do it and for a long while I thought it to be worth it since I was already permanently banned and had quite a few warnings. In my mind there wasn't any chance ever to get on the server on my main account. I had given up on that point. I even thought it to be worth it some time after I had been permanently banned on my alt account.
Now I don't think so anymore, the problem is that I can no longer enjoy fearless as it's meant to be enjoyed. I do like playing appropriately too. What I mean it's been a fun ride but those minging times are something I do regret. I was minging the minges at first, but then I minged everyone and that's why I pretty much didn't like the server myself either. Minges everywhere even though in the end I was one of them. Shouldn't have happened but what's done is done. What I think drove me in to minging way more than I normally used to was the general feel I got from the server when I began double accounting.
More on the serious note. I'm here solely on the basis to try and squeeze something fun out of the good times I've had there on the server. What I think was my problem most often was that I didn't know when to quit arguments and simply disconnect when role plays had run their course for the day for my part. When I had spent time on the server ran out of ideas or was simply bored I didn't know when to just quit as in I went on to seek more amusement and squeezed the little fun I could find by doing borderline or even just blatant minging at some point. There is this little disconnect button you I can press when it's time to go and not have fun at the expense of others. That's all I can say how to compensate for my bad behavior. Well yea perhaps I'm more mature in everything nowadays. All I can say is that I do my best to keep out of trouble and when things get too tough on ooc or just role playing has run its course for the day, there's that disconnect button.
Your SteamID: STEAM_1:1:16249669
Your ban ID: 79012
Banned by: [FL] Awestruck
Reason: Double Accounting - Water
The second account at first was to check out what's going on fearless nowadays. Several months had passed since the permanent ban. Soon I noticed how much minging and how rarely people role played in a way taht interested me specifically. It seemed every day it was the SRU sitting in front of the nexus doing absolutely nothing and the same boring casinos day after day with little to no effort put in to the actual building's appearance even though some of the people associated with the role play had more than 10 points and way over 1000 hours. The general feel, at least to me felt like it had gone drastically down but maybe I just didn't pay attention the last time I was on the server for less than a week before being banned again. I got minged a few times too and saw others take from that too just like I had taken.
Soon after I decided to amuse myself by minging back since no one even seemed to care by my point of view, even though many people did most likely, just not the regular players for the most part. The minging was fun and got even more fun over the time as I invented new ways to do it and for a long while I thought it to be worth it since I was already permanently banned and had quite a few warnings. In my mind there wasn't any chance ever to get on the server on my main account. I had given up on that point. I even thought it to be worth it some time after I had been permanently banned on my alt account.
Now I don't think so anymore, the problem is that I can no longer enjoy fearless as it's meant to be enjoyed. I do like playing appropriately too. What I mean it's been a fun ride but those minging times are something I do regret. I was minging the minges at first, but then I minged everyone and that's why I pretty much didn't like the server myself either. Minges everywhere even though in the end I was one of them. Shouldn't have happened but what's done is done. What I think drove me in to minging way more than I normally used to was the general feel I got from the server when I began double accounting.
More on the serious note. I'm here solely on the basis to try and squeeze something fun out of the good times I've had there on the server. What I think was my problem most often was that I didn't know when to quit arguments and simply disconnect when role plays had run their course for the day for my part. When I had spent time on the server ran out of ideas or was simply bored I didn't know when to just quit as in I went on to seek more amusement and squeezed the little fun I could find by doing borderline or even just blatant minging at some point. There is this little disconnect button you I can press when it's time to go and not have fun at the expense of others. That's all I can say how to compensate for my bad behavior. Well yea perhaps I'm more mature in everything nowadays. All I can say is that I do my best to keep out of trouble and when things get too tough on ooc or just role playing has run its course for the day, there's that disconnect button.