JMR's Huge Goodbye.

[JMR]

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sad you ended up going all out at the entire staff team.

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I wouldn't call it going all out at the staff team. I was curious and I believed that what Eisenhorn was saying, was true. The problem was, it is none of my business and it's up to them what they say and do. I knew that admins need a private space to discuss matters, every community has that. But, it was the rumor and the leaked pastebin that made me curious. Curious why a staff member would leak such a thing.

I got caught up into a rumor. I had no intention of "going at" the staff team at all. I wanted to know the truth.

Understanding the motivation, leads you to understand the intention. My intention was to see if Eisenhorn had been "backstabbed."

Rumors are rumors and that's all they are until proven otherwise. I interpreted the pastebin in the way that Eisenhorn did, which is what fueled me to investigate.

After investigation and mis-interpreting the pastebin, I then posted the leak thread in order to "show everyone what had been going on." Then, after reading it the next day, I read it from a normal mindset and realized how silly I had been.

I was wrong, I deleted my leak post and made this apology thread, however, I think I have ruined my rep by getting caught up in a silly rumor. In a community like this, rep means a lot. I hope you can understand my reasons for leaving. Maybe I will come back after a break. Not sure how much the staff trust me.