Permanent ban appeal - Joulle
#1
Your name: Joulle

Your SteamID:  STEAM_1:1:16249669

Your ban ID:   79012

Banned by:   [FL] Awestruck

Reason:  Double Accounting - Water


The second account at first was to check out what's going on fearless nowadays. Several months had passed since the permanent ban. Soon I noticed how much minging and how rarely people role played in a way taht interested me specifically. It seemed every day it was the SRU sitting in front of the nexus doing absolutely nothing and the same boring casinos day after day with little to no effort put in to the actual building's appearance even though some of the people associated with the role play had more than 10 points and way over 1000 hours. The general feel, at least to me felt like it had gone drastically down but maybe I just didn't pay attention the last time I was on the server for less than a week before being banned again. I got minged a few times too and saw others take from that too just like I had taken.

Soon after I decided to amuse myself by minging back since no one even seemed to care by my point of view, even though many people did most likely, just not the regular players for the most part. The minging was fun and got even more fun over the time as I invented new ways to do it and for a long while I thought it to be worth it since I was already permanently banned and had quite a few warnings. In my mind there wasn't any chance ever to get on the server on my main account. I had given up on that point. I even thought it to be worth it some time after I had been permanently banned on my alt account.

Now I don't think so anymore, the problem is that I can no longer enjoy fearless as it's meant to be enjoyed. I do like playing appropriately too. What I mean it's been a fun ride but those minging times are something I do regret. I was minging the minges at first, but then I minged everyone and that's why I pretty much didn't like the server myself either. Minges everywhere even though in the end I was one of them. Shouldn't have happened but what's done is done. What I think drove me in to minging way more than I normally used to was the general feel I got from the server when I began double accounting.

More on the serious note. I'm here solely on the basis to try and squeeze something fun out of the good times I've had there on the server. What I think was my problem most often was that I didn't know when to quit arguments and simply disconnect when role plays had run their course for the day for my part. When I had spent time on the server ran out of ideas or was simply bored I didn't know when to just quit as in I went on to seek more amusement and squeezed the little fun I could find by doing borderline or even just blatant minging at some point. There is this little disconnect button you I can press when it's time to go and not have fun at the expense of others. That's all I can say how to compensate for my bad behavior. Well yea perhaps I'm more mature in everything nowadays. All I can say is that I do my best to keep out of trouble and when things get too tough on ooc or just role playing has run its course for the day, there's that disconnect button.
#2
Hello, Joulle.

Before I read this, please amend your Unban Request so that it does not include two UBRs in one.
Kind Regards,

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#3
(09-07-2018, 01:55 PM)Awestruck Wrote: Hello, Joulle.

Before I read this, please amend your Unban Request so that it does not include two UBRs in one.

Alrighty, just thought it'd be more convenient to have everything in a single thread since I'm going to appeal both bans for sure.
#4
(09-07-2018, 02:50 PM)Joulle Wrote:
(09-07-2018, 01:55 PM)Awestruck Wrote: Hello, Joulle.

Before I read this, please amend your Unban Request so that it does not include two UBRs in one.

Alrighty, just thought it'd be more convenient to have everything in a single thread since I'm going to appeal both bans for sure.

It's easier for me to handle one ban at a time.
Kind Regards,

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#5
(09-07-2018, 04:09 PM)Awestruck Wrote:
(09-07-2018, 02:50 PM)Joulle Wrote:
(09-07-2018, 01:55 PM)Awestruck Wrote: Hello, Joulle.

Before I read this, please amend your Unban Request so that it does not include two UBRs in one.

Alrighty, just thought it'd be more convenient to have everything in a single thread since I'm going to appeal both bans for sure.

It's easier for me to handle one ban at a time.

All done

https://www.fearlessrp.net/showthread.php?tid=89423
#6
Hello Joulle.

Thank you for the apology. However, how exactly can you prove to me that you have improved?

When I banned you on the roof that day, you showed me all the ways you were propkilling people and even a video of it happening. When I think of this ban, that is all I think about.
Kind Regards,

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#7
I don't think there's a simple way to just prove that I can behave since I haven't interacted with the community all that much recently. Perhaps I can say that I haven't been posting nonsense on the forums recently like I used to and I don't intend to. I personally think that's bullshit, since all you're getting is a very narrow side of the story. Let me explain so you understand how I've been thinking about this.

Although this whole thing happened some time ago. I clearly made a stupid decision to begin minging on the server on an alt no one would ever find out to be mine, or so I thought. I might have been minging much longer had no one found out. Maybe this is what needed to happen so that I would realize that I can't take everything for granted. I mean fearless is one of its kind and there isn't anything like that out there. Frankly, since I know so many people from this community and they know me. Let's just say this feels more like home to me than any other community.

Before you ask, let me just say this. No, I haven't gotten older or read the rules recently nor do I have more common sense. All I have is willingness to keep on playing here long term and not leave this time like a golf ball. Especially because now I know what it's like not being able to hop on when your friends want you to come play a bit.

Of course I'll do my best to try and follow the rules this time and not get 'over excited' to show someone in chat to fuel my mingyness and not make dupes like "The wiper 6" and "SWATs down".

If I do get unbanned of course I'll go refresh my memory on the latest rules page since they've without a doubt been updated more than once during my time off. That's been pretty much a standard for me to read the server rules thoroughly for years every time I know I've found a server I intend to try out when it comes to more things than just minging and squeeking around. Mostly I'll just have to keep my head cool and not click on that disconnect button like I did last time.

That's all I have to say for now, I'll be tapping that F5 key more than once till you reply but no worries. I've been using this mechanical keyboard for more than 6 years already and it still hasn't torn apart.
#8
You've been banned for 1 year and 1 month currently. I will unban you, however you will however be placed on Last Chance, which can be appealed after 6 months (if having not received a ban or blacklist within this time).

Do you agree?
Kind Regards,

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#9
Absolutely
#10
Sorry for the delay, I have been away most of the weekend.

I will lift the ban and place you on Last Chance.

Approved.
Kind Regards,

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